Sunday, August 30

MY GOD ><

I just need a big hand to hold me when I am cold,
I just need a powerful shoulder to piggy back me when I am tired,
I just need a sweet kiss when I am sad,
All I need is just a person to stay with me when I am alone.

I wonder...
why the guys like to act mature and keep thinking or bothering for the future?
life is short, isnt it?
how many years more can you live for?
sometime I really hope 2012 will be the end of the world,
so that people can stop thinking so far,
and just enjoy this moment.

Stupid.
what makes you think so much?
Oh My God!
please la, be a man, do the right thing.
lets just have fun before its too late!

Girls, fight for your love,
even if you failed,
at least you tried.
let him know that how you feels.
Boys, stop thinking so far,
girls thinking is just as simple as 1+1,
you don't have to calculate the future,
just make her happy with a big warm hugs.

Friday, August 21

MY xiaomei's birthday

happi birthdai, my dearest xiao mei.

few days ago had a small fight with my parents.
i angry at them because they always think the past
think think think, then argue with each others.
for how many times i told them to stop it
there is no point to stay in the past
how many years more can you go?
just stop lookin back and move foward
but they never listen to me
everytimes i saw my sister calling
just in a second i will become very very worry and bad mood
hm, few days ago, they did the same thing again
i was so angry and i scolded mama so badly
"sorry, xiao mei, i was just very sad, i don't mean it"

today, is my cutie mama birthday,
i just want to tell her,
i love you mama ^^
happi sweet sweet birthday!


*GOD, please take good care of my mama and papa,
wish my mama no sick no pain,
wish my papa become stronger and stronger,
wish them happy always

I LOVE BOTH OF THEM!

Wednesday, August 5

我恨你们!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

穷,我不怕,我也不介意,
我恨的,怒的,是所有人都在欺负我爸妈!
为什么?
他们就是心地太好,时常被人骗!
被骗了,就对我们说,
算了吧算了吧,不是他们傻,不会反抗,
而是他们说,当是积德给我们,
让我们以后日子能过得好点。
我恨你们!!!!!
我发誓,我有钱时,我一定要让你们后悔这样对他们!!!!!!!!!!!!
不要再欺负我爸妈了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 2

我的 第一次后悔

爸,妈,
有个问题,我想问你们很久了。
爸,我想问你,当初有后悔让我读这一科吗?
妈,我想问你,当初有在心里责怪我为什么选这一科吗?
一直以来,我都不为自己做过的事而后悔,
可是,这一次,我竟然有那么一点点的质疑,
我错了吗?
还记得,妈妈你曾在和爸讨论着应不应该让我读这科时说了一句话,
“我相信我女儿做的任何决定。”
我听了,我只和自己说了一句话,
妈,我不会让你后悔相信我!
谢谢你们,无论是在叛逆期的我,还是在长大的我,你们对我,
总是那么100%的信任。
没有了你们,我无法想象我现在会在哪里。
爸爸,那天你对我说,
孩子是你每一天努力做工挣钱,唯一的动力。
其实,我想和你们说,
你们俩老,也是我每一天努力读书,努力学习,唯一的动力,
我要带你们离开这里,过着你们想过的生活。
对不起,
有时,我真的觉得我选错了。
我恨自己,当时为什么不听你们说,
原来你们要的,是看着你们的孩子,
读大学,带四方帽,做个有学问的人,
而不是像我现在,做着别人的奴隶,
不但只不能挣钱给你们,还要让你们担心,
对不起,
我后悔了。
这一切,还能从来吗?
爸,妈,你们告诉我,我错了吗?
*咸咸的,
原来是我的泪水,又偷偷地流下来了。*